Tuesday, November 18

Duhai hati

Hati perempuan ni mmg trsgt lembut kan.. lg2 aq ni, sejak2 preggy ni mkin sensitip teramat sgt jek.  Terharu sedih, marah pon le ngs, tgk cite sedih lg la sedih kan.. org kate lau mse pregnant ni asik ngs jek nnt bby kua pon kuat ngs.. aiseh.. hope la x btol pe org kate tu.. payah gk mummy die t.  Huhu.. pastu kn, aq lately ni sering sakit tulang belikat.. y kt blkg bdn tu.. sakit die fuhh Allah je la yg tahu.. sangat sakit teramat sgt.. pembawakan juge ke.. ari2 aq mnx Allah kurniakan aq kesihatan beserta bby dlm kandungan ni.. amiinnn.. hope sumenye bek2 jek.. k la.. mummy to be da nntok.. ni time tido dah.. so gudnite.. luv u..

Wednesday, October 29

Terlalu cinta

Pnah dgr x.. If kite trlalu sygkn some1 tu kdg2 kite y sakit.. cinta tu menyakitkan ke? X kan.. sepatutnye cinta itu lbh menggembirakan.. lbh menyenangkn.. tp kenapa rse sakit? Question mark kat situ.. aq x taw pe jwpn nye..

Thursday, July 31

Strength

Mggu ni msuk 7 weeks la my pregnancy calendar. . Dan aq masih tetap emosi x stabil.. ntah knpe jek.. cpt sgt rs nk naik angin.. biler aq tnye kwn2.. normal laa.. hormon x stabil.. mksalhnye da msuk 2 bln kot.. pnt la.. aq emo x tentu psl pastu aq pnt sndirik.. letih.. seb bek lah my dear tu sabar je melayan kerenah aq ni.. kalo aq kt tmpat si die pon blom tentu aq le saba berdepan dgn org y mcm aq.. aishhh.. dugaan btol.. Ya Allah.. bglah aq kekuatan.. x nk emo2 cmni.. sedar x sedar byk plk da sakitkn ati org sekeliling.. hmmm..

Saturday, June 14

Find me in myself

I just wanna to find me inside of me.. too confuse to understand,  but the situation make me feel that way.. to find who is me in this legacy.. am I one of them? Who can give me the answer? Please Ya Allah. . I need Your guidance, I need a little brave & hope.. because I believe in one thing that this is my destiny.. I believe in You..

Friday, April 25

2 days to go~ wife to be

Rse gugup gk jntung ni biler tgk je kalender,  OMG, tgl khamis ngn jumaat jek.. erk.. rse cm cpt sgt 1 ari tu abs kan..
Nk cerite nye kt sini, smlm aq baru dpt cuti, so smlm laa br den ni terkedek nk balik kg.. dlm perjlnn tu byk pulak plen menyinggah, ye lah lau da blik rumah nnt kompem mk aq x lepas kua rumah nye laa.. darah manis oii..
Tp aq x tw la bp kali pulak mk aq ni telepon aq.. jap tanya dah kat mane.. sebbnye adik aq pon blik dr melaka ari y same gk... cume aq pg sikit..
So aq smpai umh dlm kul 2 ptg gk yelah byk sgt singgah.. pas salin bj je, smyg terus tlong mk aq kt depan, seb de mk usu ngn cousin aq y rajin2 ni menolong..
Ptg tu pon pak usu dtg, mlm lg la meriah de nenek aq, mk ude pon tolong wat gubahan.. pastu atok aq pon dtg anta kerepek.. Al hamdulillah rezeki..
Petng smlm org pelamin dtg nk pasang pelamin.. tp die letak rangka je dlu sbb outdoor kn.. (outdoor la sgt . Huhu.. wat kat kedai, cemnila.. stylo.. pelamin kt luar)..

Tuesday, April 1

The rough of me is just outside

Tema mlm ni moody dan bad mood. . Tp pape pon live must go on kan.. so, chaiyok farah..
Ok today lesson is belajar x kire la minat or x, tp kne belaja.. but for me, learn is important but give a try is one a must.. to go beyond isn't easy to get.. tgk balik kat our capabilities. .
Aq pnt belaja jd someone demi someone. . Nmpk berbelit x.. tp mksd die lbh kurg cmni la, change sst dlm idup kite sbb seorg lain y mgkin bernilai utk kite..
blja dr ksilpan, aq x nk jd org mcm ni lg.. just please accept me as who I am..
Please. .